Mirror Talks.

You know the times where the days passes by in a blur and then turn into weeks without you noticing?  Those are times where you dont have the motivation to do anything except daydream and procrastinate. Newsflash.

Sometimes I wish my life had delete, cut, edit, pause, and play buttons, or at least I wish I could have it as an unpublished post in my folder so I could do some editing before the others read it. Anyway, having your life like a story in a book seems good too, really? Making your own story, creating the beginning and having a really great ending, write everything you want in life, perfect and perfect. But I do really know this is the life, something people talk about everyday, everytime, everywhere, just like what I do right now.  Scenarios, scenarios, scenarios, keep swirling in my mind and keep making me awake some nights. Lately, I realized, perfect thing is none in life so why you keep trying to make a perfect one?  Passions is good but having a perfect life and being a perfect person? So what sins are for and what tears are for?

And that causes some people are being a pessimist and always seeing the bad in everything.  That's actually what I do, no, I try to do.  I like knowing what comes next in the bad or even worst situation but actually that'll help me to prepare what should I do next.  'Cause I believe doing thing like that will make myself get used to for every situation and fail on something is fine.