Sunday, August 22, 2021

Na-bi

Nevertheless, I still...


...can't deny.

Seeing your name popping up on my story viewers list, is definitely one thing I always wanted.

Damn it.

Cliche as it sounds, but here we are. Back at my prison of feelings that I've built myself. Stupid.


12.18 pm.

You weren't there. Your name.
Where have you've been? Busy with your 'butterflies" thingy? Or busy with someone else? Oh is it a person?


3.30 pm.

Definitely you are working on your weekend, aren't you?

But today, I'm all thinking and questioning, why the hell I'm so into you? Why can't I get over you? The feeling when I'm with you is all my heart wants. You are the definition of comfort as a person.

And now I realized, I like puzzles, mysteries, and you're definitely one of those.

You're the puzzle I couldn''t ever solved.


8.31pm.

A piece of my life-long puzzle. Here you are.

...

The new series Nevertheless, based on a webtoon story that I've read previously. My second korean drama series I've ever finished.

The others might find themselves in anger since the ending isn't realistic enough compared to the whole story that are so damn relatable and realistic. But in my desperate life and with my daydreaming hobby, I surely like the drama one, the alternate one.

'Cause the truth is, we sometimes that stupid, making the same mistake, choosing things that make ourselves hurting over and over again. We are Na-bi in our own story.

That's the reality.