2023 feels like it passed in just a blink of an eye but when I thought I was done with it, all the memories came like a huge snowball right to my face.
I thought I have mastered all the pain you could imagine of a young adult in the middle of 20 but this year I figured out the most idiotic version of myself when I thought it couldn’t be any worse. The time I realized the sorrow the misery was just the consequence of the things I did (it’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me). Thank god my consciousness came back before I got more “injuries”.
The other injury I had was the time when I got nerve injury and it got me 3 months using neck collar at work and some trips (kinda like it more than those fluffy neck pillows ‘cause it’s more firm, hundred percents helps while you sleeping in your flight).
Despite all the injuries, we may find things are hard to swallow when you make mistakes, don’t reach goals, get lost in comparison among you and others, and believe all the negative things. But I got some help, met few souls, let people drag me to new activities, continue sharing joys with people that will stick around during bad times and a family that always got my back.
Above anything else, I learned that no one is worth your tears and peace of mind. And I will continue exercising on how to not accept anything less.
2024, I beg for joy, please be my hero.
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