The Last.

The sunlight of this afternoon really made me run to take my camera out.

Well, I've just had a trip to Malang and Jogja, so that's a proper reason to explain why did I wake up too late. Actually I just can't explain what I exactly feel since knowing that was the last trip with my classmates. That such an exhausting trip and my side's problem make it much worse. But my friends covered it all, so there's no reason to not loving them, isn't it?
Malang was amazing, Jatim Park was awesome and Jogja? Me no words. That was the second trip to Jogja with my classmates since we were on the seven grade. But too bad one of my friend, Dhea, could not join cause there was a taekwondo regional championship she should take.  With the same hotel, we had so much fun of looking back and reminiscing. In fact, it successfully made me won't back 'cause I knew, for the umpteenth time, that was the last.

Anyway, I am blaming myself for what I couldn't do in the past. Sometimes I wish sorry could fix everything and everyone could understand, seems selfish but admit it, you'll wish the same things.

My playlists.
1. Mirrors - Justin Timberlake
2. Goodbye - Secondhand serenade
3. Why Don't You Love Me - Hot Chelle Rae ft. Demi Lovato

Still wondering what's wrong with my playlists.

Rainbow appears after the rain, no school on Thursday and Friday, yeay!
Mungkin nanti malem gue mau ngepost soal jalan-jalan 5 hari gue ke Malang-Jogja.
Guess I should stop here before I am regarded as being the weird one.

Diamonds

So it's 1 pm already and you should wonder that I didn't have my breakfast. It's magic, you knooo-hoo-hoow. I decided to have a cup of hot chocolate and making a stomachache succesfully, but that's the best thing I had this morning. Now I'm thinking about my lunch.

I'm actually just pissed at everything I wish I could do.  Such as I know I'm not good at photography and how I lack the technique of it.  I'm not even good at videography and giving too much shit about the memory.  I'm not good at writing, really? 8 of 10 cases, I run out of ideas and then give up easily not to proceed it . But a special person told me, it's an ordinary thing that people have too, but that's just about how to endure the life and do everything in your best.
I don't know for sure if I'm going to take up photography/videography as my career or whatever, but I know by heart that I'd love capturing so many moments in my life, so my dearest people and I won't have too much problem of remembering. Sometimes we should look back to the past, shouldn't we?

Updates.
1. I'm going to have a trip to Malang-Jogja this weekend until about next week. This should be the best trip ever in these three years and the second best of everything. Second? I'm sure he's my best, hey just kidding.

2. Cinta Brontosaurus movie is going up from the ground tomorrow. A film by Fajar Nugros and written by Raditya Dika, I planned to watch it tomorrow with my besties.

3. My playlist turn to a beat one.
Give it a go - Timbaland ft. Veronica
Like it like that - Hot Chelle Rae

One point for me, I've made a poem when I enjoyed my hot chocolate. Really? I'll post that later.

You Say What You Feel, What You Think (4)

Halo. Jadi ceritanya gue dipaksa-paksa, didorong-dorong dan ditendang-tendang sama temen-temen gue, disuruh cepetan ngepost YSWYFWYT(4), apalagi Alik-_- okede wkwk.
Gue udah nabung lama tapi heran ga nambah-nambah, segitu-segitu aja, apa emang guenya yang udah males ngumpulin? Sebenernya, sih, bukan males, cuma gue makin sering lupa aja, udah itu aja.
Daaaaaaaaaaaaan? Jeng jeeeng! Dengan kerja keras penuh peluh dan dahaga, cielah, akhirnya ke kumpul juga di word gue 4 halaman, doang HAHA. Alrite, buddy, check this out.

Nangis gak apa-apa walaupun si dia gak tahu.
-Siti

Aku percaya kok sama kamu. Jangan ngerusak kepercayaan aku ya.
-Alik

Wajahnya ceria, tapi belum tentu dia gembira.
-Pa Rizki

Perasaan lagi, perasaan lagi, kok ketemunya perasaan mulu, sih?
-Dyta

Aku coret nama kamu dari hatiku.
-April

Gue sih terserah, mau cowok yang bisa maen gitar apa piano, asal gak maenin hati cewek aja.
-Resma

Gak ada salahnya berharap, kak.
-Kintan

Gue bosen liat lo jomblo terus.
-Dyta

Tapi gue gamau liat lo dapet cowok lebih dulu dari gue (nyengir).
-Dyta

Pertahanin apa yang bisa lo pertahanin, semuanya yang masih bisa lo milikin sekarang.
-Asdfghjkl

Terkadang apa yang kita inginkan tidak selalu kita dapatkan, tapi apa yang sudah kita punya terkadang lebih baik dari apa yang kita inginkan. Kita emang gak bisa maksain kalo kita harus dapetin yang kita mau, tapi yakinin aja dalem diri lo sendiri, pasti Tuhan punya rencana lain.
-Asdfghjkl.

Tuhan selalu tahu apa yang kita butuhkan.
-Bu Resti

Lu kalo ketawa jangan ditahan-tahan, nanti jadi pengen boker.
-Arman

Najis, cewek kayak gituan direbutin.
-Eka

Gue yang ganteng aja biasa aja tuh.
-Kevin

Anak dokter kok sakit-sakitan terus?
-Pa Aam

Ya biasalah di dunia ada yang baek ada yang kagak, ada yang bener ada yang engga, nikmatin aja hidup, udah ada jalannya ini kok.
-Pacir

Biarlah anjing menggonggong.
-Pa Tomo (Pribahasanya Pa Tomo)

Engga gitu juga kali.
-Resma

Serba salah gue naek motor.
-Pacir

Anjing menggonggong, gue pun lari.
-Resma (Peribahasa suka-suka).

Heh, jangan korupsi lu!
-Jabbaar

Siapa yang nyuruh? Gak ada, kan? Yaudah.
-Siti

Mau UN kok sedih? Harus semangat, dong!
-Pa Riski

Lagi berantem pasti.
-Siti

Botaaaaak!
-Resma

Namanya juga orang Endonesa.
-Siti

Ada pertemuan, ada perpisahan, itulah resikonya pertemuan.
-Bang Genta

Pikirin aja baik baik, nas.
-Siti

Weh, anak IT, nih!
-Aulia

Mamah kan cocok sama papih.
-Dhea

Akhirnya Igavene Viis UN juga.
-Resma

Kucing lo gak peka, nas, sama kaya yang punya.
-April

Anjing menggonggong, Igavene Viis pun lari.
-Resma

Kelas tujuh kenalan, kelas delapan pacaran, kelas sembilan bubar.
-Aulia

S*belas itu bala.
-Resma

Yaaaa, mungkin gue fansnya Arya Wiguna.
-Jabbaar

Pacar gue ketua osis di cikal.
-Rio

Seringnya ngebetein, sih, tapi ngangenin juga.
-Pacir

Bapak sukanya Nikita Willy.
-Pa Tomo

Jangan sok-sok-an.
-Rasvi

Kalo udah pisah, jangan sombong.
-Eka

And you'll find me here in my room saying, "Kenapa masih dikit jugaaaaaaa?!!!!!" terus gebrak-gebrak meja. Semoga kapan-kapan gue bisa ngumpulin yang banyak, lebih banyak yang bisa gue kumpulin dengan sisa dua bulan bareng temen-temen gue tercinta dan tersayang sepanjang masa, huaaa mamih, cedih.
Well, buat yang nanya kok 4 halaman tapi ternyata cuma segitu, fyi gue cinta spasi.

Oke, tunggu YSWYFWYT (5), gue bikin yang terakhir versi Cikal Harapan II, gue bakal bikin 8 sampe 10 halaman kertas hvs. Just sit and wait, yes?

Bye.