Thursday, May 30, 2013

Done.

Igavene Viis

Coolest kids in the world staring back at you.

Anak marawis.

???????

who's taking this anyway-_- 

Hello x.

 
Thanks God for the free wifi. 

Best expression ever, a standing applause would be great.

These past few weeks Im so driven by some thinking about my national exam score.  And there's not much time for me and my class until the graduation day. Actually this is so sad imaginating they would be no longer beside of me in only a month.

Haaaahhh. Di sisa waktu ini, cielah, dapet tugas latihan *tut* buat tampil di pentas akhir tahun.  Rasanya aneh aja liatin muka mereka satu-satu, ketawa-ketawa bareng, ada yang bahagia, sedih, galau, biasa-biasa aja, terus ngebayangin satu atau dua bulan lagi gue udah gak sama mereka. Itu.............sedih.  I wish I had more time together with them.  Dan hari-hari yang kesisa buat gue sama mereka jadi lebih berharga setiap detiknya, biar bisa bareng-barengnya lebih lama, lebih puas.  Kayanya 3 tahun ini kurang banget, bangeeeeeeettt.

And the fear of what my new class would be is now coming.
"Akankah ku temui kebahagiaan seperti di sini.
Sahabat yang selalu ada, dalam suka dan duka."
Itu lagunya Sherina jaman dia masih cilik, gausah dibahas.
Yaaaa, ketakutan terbesar gue, kehidupan sekolah negeri selalu keliatan 'sangar' buat anak-anak swasta.  Hhhhhh.  Gue juga takut gak bisa nemuin temen-temen kayak mereka, walopun orang bilang temen bisa dicari, tapi ya kalo beda ya beda aja.

Actually in some ways Im as confused as ever, but I believe Im confused on a higher level and about more important things.  Also the fact of would be losing them as soon as possible, that's matter, and again I feel like riding the most dangerous roller coster in the world, fall down to a really big fish opening its mouth ready to have a bite.
I wish I'm done, but it's yet to be done.

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